WELL.. THE REJECTION HAPPENED :/EVERY OUNCE. KNOWING THERE COULD BE REJECTION.
(via glitter-vodka-party)
Maybe it’s the way she treated me… Maybe because of her, I cant have a normal relationship. I let them walk over me, use me, hurt me… Maybe I let that happen, because I let you, and I felt you loved me so much… And i think, if I let them they will too! But maybe they will just leave, just like you.. And I will be left all alone again, in my dark room, thinking how I let this happen. How I got to this point in y life? How did I Think you loved me? While you were with her? How can I ever believe when someone loves me? Mom was right. I’m too young for this. Now here I am, baby on the way, because when you went with her, when you chose her over me, I lost my mind! I wanted to be loved again! I wanted you…. But your never coming back. But I’m not sure if I want you to…
